Yesterday, I experienced fulfillment that transcended anything I’ve ever experienced AND I know it will only increase from here. I was my self. My vibrant, loving, giving, supportive self. I was myself and, as a result, people were attracted to me and wanted to engage with me in tarot. I had the pleasure of guiding […]
I have finally gotten over the painful hump of my mushroom ceremony. The ceremony drudged up an incredible amount of limiting beliefs. The full moon rituals allowed me to renew my intentions to release and invite trials to test my readiness. I passed the tests and I have been more blissful than I have been […]
Vlog 4 is Live! I didn’t become acutely aware of my anxieties around driving, traveling, and being outdoors until I started this journey. That can be clearly seen in this video. I work through some of it, but it’s a constant process almost every waking moment because well I’m living that life now.
This is the first line of my personal ethos.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀It reminds me why I’m roadtripping while technically homeless, and jobless.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀In the face of heart-pounding anxiety, I see the work.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀When I’m trapped in the mirrors of trauma of my mind on a mushroom trip, I smile and laugh with gratitude. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀What is it all for…this life…if not […]
Overeating, portion control, food addict, emotional eating. These are all names that describe the symptom. The root is fear and lack of understanding of the constant emotional wave that those whose inner authority is emotional experience. As a child, I swore off emotions. I didn’t see good ways of managing them and I didn’t understand […]
I am still processing my journey. It brought some unresolved issues to the surface. I am happy to do this painful work because what else is there to do?
Let’s talk about it!
I thought about whether I should share something soooo personal and vulnerable and taboo (to some) and I those about others out there like me having similar experiences but no one to relate to. So here we go!
Today I: reported a needed repair to my landlord paid the first Fit for Service installment partially cleaned up my puppy’s diarrhea took vitamins added and removed some things from my calendar looked at my bank balance got dressed No thing is too little to recognize. When you are struggling with your mood, take a […]