My Journey

From Fighting to Flowering

Yesterday, I experienced fulfillment that transcended anything I’ve ever experienced AND I know it will only increase from here. I was my self. My vibrant, loving, giving, supportive self. I was myself and, as a result, people were attracted to me and wanted to engage with me in tarot. I had the pleasure of guiding […]

Personal Tarot Reading: The Master, Guilt, and Receptivity

I have finally gotten over the painful hump of my mushroom ceremony. The ceremony drudged up an incredible amount of limiting beliefs. The full moon rituals allowed me to renew my intentions to release and invite trials to test my readiness. I passed the tests and I have been more blissful than I have been […]

This is the first line of my personal ethos.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀It reminds me why I’m roadtripping while technically homeless, and jobless.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀In the face of heart-pounding anxiety, I see the work.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀When I’m trapped in the mirrors of trauma of my mind on a mushroom trip, I smile and laugh with gratitude. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀What is it all for…this life…if not […]

Overeating, portion control, food addict, emotional eating. These are all names that describe the symptom. The root is fear and lack of understanding of the constant emotional wave that those whose inner authority is emotional experience. As a child, I swore off emotions. I didn’t see good ways of managing them and I didn’t understand […]

Depression: Sometimes All You Can Do Is Count

Today I: reported a needed repair to my landlord paid the first Fit for Service installment partially cleaned up my puppy’s diarrhea took vitamins added and removed some things from my calendar looked at my bank balance got dressed No thing is too little to recognize. When you are struggling with your mood, take a […]

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