My Journey


I got sucked into watching a second Soft White Underbelly pimp interview and I’m feeling the pull between my shadow and my higher self. Well it feels more like my higher self is saying, “you have free will but you know I’m right.” And my ego’s saying “I’d feel so good to be given all […]


I met with a older woman and her 4 year old granddaughter to sell her some things. The granddaughter had a heart-shaped face and must’ve been a fairy. She was dancing and wiggling and incessantly talking. I joined her and her grandmother just stood and watched. Then the little girl said, where’s your baby and […]


I haven’t utilized tapping in over a year. It was something I used back when I was at my lowest and experiencing crippling depression. It helped. It opened my mind  to alternative healing. Today, I needed some healing. My root chakra was triggered by realizing I’m in a city that doesn’t support my nomadic lifestyle. […]

Unfinished Business

The last time I was in Tucson, it was April 30th. I had spent all day moving things out of my apartment and into storage. I was exhausted and ready to be done with my old life. Everything was over: my job, the apartment, the waiting. Everything except one…storage. Thats why I’m heading back. That […]

The Fool

Whats difficult about this current phase of awareness, healing, and rebirth is that I have an audience here to witness it. I’m not just at home by myself. I’m surrounded by people. I’m active on social media. There is no where to hide. And I remember making it very hard for me to hide. My […]


I’ve spent the past week or so camping in a remote area in Oregon without signal and surrounded by lush nature. That means I haven’t been posting as much and I started to feel some type of way about that. I know its not a big deal but it kept bugging me that I couldn’t […]

My Journey to Fit for Sevice and Where I’m Headed Next

My journey of self-realization started way back when I lived in Iowa City. I was dating a man, working for an insurance company, and struggling with depression. I made a choice for me: move to Arizona and pursue my career alone. About 3 months after I moved, my boyfriend at the time broke up with […]

I Miss Dance

For those of you who don’t follow my other ig, @the.pure.pressure or who haven’t known me for long, dance was and still is a transformative force and creative outlet for me. Businesses being closed has also meant I can’t go to in-person classes and its affected me more than I initially thought. My entry into […]

I’m Kitchen-Sick!

I love food! I’ll eat almost anything. Something that I miss being nomadic is having a kitchen to work with. I definitely have a list of dishes I can’t wait to make once I find a homebase: bourbon bread pudding, fried chicken, homemade cured salmon, just to name a few. Just cause I don’t have […]

Period Talk

I’m almost done with my period and it’s been one of the most intense cycles I’ve had in a while. I blame it on th he alcohol! Last weekend, I got drunk and dealt with dehydration from it for about 3-4 days. I was drinking so much water and it was barely making a dent. […]

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