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Triggered

I haven’t utilized tapping in over a year. It was something I used back when I was at my lowest and experiencing crippling depression. It helped. It opened my mind  to alternative healing. Today, I needed some healing. My root chakra was triggered by realizing I’m in a city that doesn’t support my nomadic lifestyle. […]

Unfinished Business

The last time I was in Tucson, it was April 30th. I had spent all day moving things out of my apartment and into storage. I was exhausted and ready to be done with my old life. Everything was over: my job, the apartment, the waiting. Everything except one…storage. Thats why I’m heading back. That […]

The Fool

Whats difficult about this current phase of awareness, healing, and rebirth is that I have an audience here to witness it. I’m not just at home by myself. I’m surrounded by people. I’m active on social media. There is no where to hide. And I remember making it very hard for me to hide. My […]

Depression

I’ve been feeling depressed for about 2 weeks. ●Why am I depressed? Self-generated lack of clarityLack of control over fear-slanging ego who says I am not enough and don’t have enough ●What does being depressed look like (for me)?Avoiding emotions through foodOversized portions + comfort foodNot talking to people (hermit mode)Not taking care of personal […]

Fear is Our Compass

I just talked to an amazing woman about letting go of control and facing fears. She’s productive and extremely successful in her field but is afraid of being vulnerable, afraid of emotional pain, afraid of people having power over her. I got worked up during our chat because I’ve heard this so many times and […]

Personal Tarot Reading: The Master, Guilt, and Receptivity

I have finally gotten over the painful hump of my mushroom ceremony. The ceremony drudged up an incredible amount of limiting beliefs. The full moon rituals allowed me to renew my intentions to release and invite trials to test my readiness. I passed the tests and I have been more blissful than I have been […]

This is the first line of my personal ethos.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀It reminds me why I’m roadtripping while technically homeless, and jobless.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀In the face of heart-pounding anxiety, I see the work.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀When I’m trapped in the mirrors of trauma of my mind on a mushroom trip, I smile and laugh with gratitude. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀What is it all for…this life…if not […]

Working Through Fear

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Am I Sabotaging My Relationship?

Last weekend, I met my lovely friend, Keri, for breakfast. She’s my confidant and I hers. I tell her things I tell no one else and she just listens. It was a weight off my chest. After breakfast, I came home and talked to my partner, Jason. Well, I didn’t want to talk then but […]

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