inner work

Firestarter

This message came to me during a plant ceremony a few nights ago. In the energetic height of ceremony, I was like…hell yeah! Now, a few days later…adjusting to my everyday life again…I’m like yeeeah. I’m having a similar experience with other messages that have come through during the recent Fit for Service summit. Integration, […]

Sex

The past week has really opened my eyes to who I am on a deeper level. Last week, on 2 different occasions, I unintentionally absorbed others energy and was basically plunged into my shadow’s aspect of that which I embodied. The first was romance, sexuality, love. This was disorienting and intense because for the past […]

Triggered

I haven’t utilized tapping in over a year. It was something I used back when I was at my lowest and experiencing crippling depression. It helped. It opened my mind  to alternative healing. Today, I needed some healing. My root chakra was triggered by realizing I’m in a city that doesn’t support my nomadic lifestyle. […]

The Fool

Whats difficult about this current phase of awareness, healing, and rebirth is that I have an audience here to witness it. I’m not just at home by myself. I’m surrounded by people. I’m active on social media. There is no where to hide. And I remember making it very hard for me to hide. My […]

My Journey to Fit for Sevice and Where I’m Headed Next

My journey of self-realization started way back when I lived in Iowa City. I was dating a man, working for an insurance company, and struggling with depression. I made a choice for me: move to Arizona and pursue my career alone. About 3 months after I moved, my boyfriend at the time broke up with […]

Personal Tarot Reading: The Master, Guilt, and Receptivity

I have finally gotten over the painful hump of my mushroom ceremony. The ceremony drudged up an incredible amount of limiting beliefs. The full moon rituals allowed me to renew my intentions to release and invite trials to test my readiness. I passed the tests and I have been more blissful than I have been […]

Asha Oya is on YouTube!

I thought about whether I should share something soooo personal and vulnerable and taboo (to some) and I those about others out there like me having similar experiences but no one to relate to. So here we go!

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