Whats difficult about this current phase of awareness, healing, and rebirth is that I have an audience here to witness it.
I’m not just at home by myself.
I’m surrounded by people.
I’m active on social media.
There is no where to hide.
And I remember making it very hard for me to hide.
My medicine is my journey.
Just as I feel I’ve begun to find a foothold in my life and spirituality, it’s just as quickly begun to crumble and propel me forward into the unknown.
I feel like I’m flying through the air, arms flailing, trying to gain control.
I know I will land safely on the next stone.
I know that my old self must break so that I can emerge.
I know that I can’t control the process.
I know this is a lesson in letting go, and trusting my guides and my intuition.
I know all of these things in thought.
I know few in practice.
I’m in school y’all.
And sometimes it’s feels like I bit off more than I can chew.
But what else would I be doing right now anyways?
I opened myself up to recieve and here it is.